Its been a while since I last wrote something here. Its been a time of ups and downs and letting go. I am finally really getting somewhere with my decluttering. I painted my doors badly too, yey, I hate painting but I pulled myself together and did it myself, my shoulder was aching a lot afterwards. Some of you may know that I have a bad shoulder and many activities are out of bounds. Two friendships came to a close which were long overdue, saying by initially isnt easy but once you allow the dust to settle it becomes peaceful and you realise the strain you experienced has lifted and you have more room to be you and explore new avenues. I am happier now, I feel like there are new doors to walk through, I finally fully understand how important it is to know what you want, appreciate yourself, your surroundings and nature. Once we can do this, we can relieve ourselves from many many blocks. Life is as good as we allow it to be. Sometimes its hard and harsh but those lessons we learn along the way are good they make us strong and able to handle ourselves if we take the lessons on board. I caught myself thinking I dont want to be alone on my birthday, Christmas or New Year, then I realized that in thinking that way I was programming myself to be alone. So Ive adjusted that. My little Beanie is 10 soon, Ill be 37 shortly after that and my dad will be 71 somewhere in between. Someone gave me their mobile number and it took me about 2 1/2 weeks to text him, funny I must have taken too long and hes not replied lol. On another note, theres someone that comes to the house and I seem to have a little crush on him, every time he looks at me I feel like a rabbit caught in the headlights trying to run away. At least things are happening and life is on the up. Ive a few meetings re Beanie this week and Ive got some appointments for myself, but most of all I have love surrounding me and love is above all the food we need for our spirits to thrive. I wonder if I have it in me to really write a book and be published or maybe get a job some other way with a company that I adore. I feel everything is pointing in that direction. Now that I have shifted from darkness to light anything is possible. Isnt it good when you become free and inspired?
Posted on: Sun, 03 Nov 2013 21:40:58 +0000
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