Its been nearly 8 months that I had sent 11 messages (messages - TopicsExpress



          

Its been nearly 8 months that I had sent 11 messages (messages accusing him of being unfair, of questioning his very existence) to a person very close to me and then i never tangibly contacted him (tangible, because i didnt email, message or call him... i did visit his fb profile... think of him, dream him... have soul communication)... my system has often ached since then with a desire to apologise... yesterday i felt the craving again... i heard a voice in me say... just say sorry... what can be wrong in saying sorry... unconditionally! i was in tears... terribly disturbed... THEN... i saw something beyond right and wrong - I saw my deep need for approval from this person. I saw my deep disapproval of myself... and I heard another voice say- Dont act to bring yourself to balance... act when you have attained balance already... I smiled. I breathed deep in my discomfort. I am enjoying my discomfort these days...
Posted on: Thu, 28 Nov 2013 18:39:17 +0000

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