Its days like this that I wish I had been with you dad. Spraying weeds as we always did on the farm. I wish I never did my school homework first that day dad. I wish I was with you like we always were. I did my best to be there for you dad. I even fought to be with you but it seems, I have only learnt to be held back. I have never forgotten that week we spent with each other when we dropped that old mans pine tree. We both earnt our blisters that week and I still treasure that last moment as if it was the only one we had. Then you left me behind in this cruel, cruel world without guiding me into life. A father handing down life skills, I am lost. I had no one when you left dad. I was left abandoned. I tried to save myself and joined the army as soon as I could. There I could feel you with me, in line and pushing me onward when ever I felt weak. People seem to go out of their way to cause me grief and take advantage of me now dad. Only wanting me for when Im needed. I guess your kind heart had flowed through to me. I have tried my best dad but its never enough. I feel like that beaten horse. Now utterly useless and full of nothing to give. Only but a blank stare into nothing remains. A spirit now lost. Why did you have to go dad? Why did you leave me? I love you dad and I always have. Even when I was naughty. I just didnt know. Im Sorry.
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 04:23:03 +0000
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