Its hard to understand something while hearing voices and having an obsessive idea where everything is tied up to. I had a long learning and adapting period of time when I was seeing any statement anywhere as an attack, thats what my mind was doing. Anything i could see, or hear... Ideas of reference were mostly from side, but, in the beginning, I got one time hearing hallucination, that happened in face to face conversation. I recognized it as hallucination, but, later, I was getting ideas of what it could be. What I heard was I will get you, I will get you. And, I decided someone from side was trying to put it in both of the heads to confuse. It felt very weird but real. It was after I started hearing ideas of reference from side. No, thinking was not logical, its not logical. April, 2010. Fear? Curiousity? I felt a lot of curiousity what was that. It was interesting why was it doubled. I didnt run away, I was standing and smiling. What I can guess, it was caused by an anxiety and nervous tention during the moment. It probably was. I had choice. I could say it was just my imagination, and I did. The thing, that when I went to the deeper stages, this became an experience to research on, something that I could miss being so sceptical....
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 04:19:28 +0000
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