Its hasnt been an easy adjustment not having my babies anymore. Kids grown. Living lives of their own. I hated it. Its been years actually trying to find if I still had any worth. Times I wasnt even sure I wanted to be married. Heart and soul poured into raising kids. Who was this stranger beside me? We were a couple while raising kids but never time alone. They were a great distraction. We didnt even notice. Its not been easy and lots of tears. Fast forward to now. Once again we didnt see it happening it just did. I realized my feelings now were different. When I think about him its just not the same. It never will be... Im more in Love with him today than ever before. All of those feelinhs you get when your dating... they still exhist. Buried down beneath years of child rearing. We found them very dusty. We began to wipe the dust away. Not an easy task. Well worth it. It sparkles like brand new. When its real you fight for it. You dont give up. You try to find those buried feelings instead of going out and getting a new one. More mature now but still all giddy with butterflies. We have the rest of our lives to grow old together. I love him so much. Never one to let that side of me show much I have no problem now. Growing old together theres bound to be plenty to laugh about seeing that!
Posted on: Wed, 19 Nov 2014 17:35:44 +0000
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