Its interesting how a lot of us right now are processing and releasing the idea of death as not the last straw. I really am not afraid of dying. I know that I will live on. I am also not afraid of where I would go. I have mapped and navigated a lot more in the past few years, than I have in the past hundred. I worry about lifestyle. I worry about depression. I wonder if I will be as happy when I cross over, as I am here now. A seer and a friend once told me, The deceased seem to really change their perception about death, after they cross over. I took great pause with that statement. It was funny. I laughed. A dead person saying Hmm, death is not so bad, if I only knew. But what about the things I have become accustomed to here? Pleasures of the flesh? Will I still crave cigarettes? It has come to my attention that many spirits worship US way more for our flesh, than vice versa. Thats why I wondered if my husband would still love me when I dont have a body anymore. For hes been deceased 20 years. It is natural to be a little insecure, even when your center is very stable in the midst of the change which is Navigation through an Unkind space, where Mutation, radiation, contamination, and entropy are considerable factors. The Ain-Soph-Aur - The Agape love does not care what density of body you have. My husband, in truth, doesnt care what kind of body I have. Im hot ;-) he will not be rejecting me on a whim like Adonai rejected Lillith. That is a lie. That was propogated to make us feel UNSAFE about interdimensional relationships. I am not saying Lillith did not exist, I am saying that the notion that both Adam and Adonai rejected her, must be false. The breeding program hasnt been Extraterrestrial , that is a ruse. The Mag Queens and Pah-Taal were terrestrial. If you were born here on this planet, half - bird, half snake, half lizard, doesnt matter - you are not alien. If you were born here, you were Terrestrial - all else is racism. The lies been on Extra Terrestrial genetic mods, focusing on eliminating Giants, Dwarves, Elves, Fairies in the Middle Earth region, to regulate a Middle Class , who has a perception that Consumerism will satisfy the natural gene for Largesse, (the ability to throw more G force around with natural hormones), and that Abstainance will help a person be more microscopic in their lives. Lent and Repent, How many brown-nosers act out the Greyface play everyday? Oh, Greyface blames it on Retriculi, but they are not the same! Retriculi COULD however, be the humans whose GMO /insect emerges in the future. In the meantime, live large and small, give birth to and raise beautiful suckling babes, be not ashamed...defend the eunuchs , the abused, the afflicted... and take longer showers. And be very, very unpredictable. And also - Study the EBNER effect as a means of reversing GMO (static electricity, a new science) orionmagazine.org/index.php/articles/article/4801/
Posted on: Sat, 09 Aug 2014 14:58:14 +0000