Its never been easy for me to express that love that I know now I am. I was a right hard nut and often harsh with others. gentle was not my name……..rather more feisty angry, and sometimes downright vicious. BUt now life seems to have softened all the hard edges and made it seems a more gentle me with many ways of communicating that without the angry defensive me that was so entrenched and in place. I guess Im wrapping up life in some way, to heal old wounds, make connections deeply with all people from past and now, who need to be told i loved them and wasnt always able to show it. Time to recover old relationships that may have gone sour. Ways to say, truly sorry for being unconscious and not attention to the minutia and detail of loving relationships. My deepest regret is that I never found a man or woman for that matter, to have an intimate long term relationship with. And I know thats not an imperative and probably Im best off on my own. But its one of the things this culture aims for and makes one feel possibly inadquerate for not fulfilling in some way. Im rambling a little. but the need to reach out and connect is most strong these days. Although with the sight somewhat deteriorating is it a bit difficult to read and type.So really its hugely felt gratitude to all fb friends for teaching pointing, correcting and loving…………that really I want to express here. For the Love you opened me up to. the Love that we are. The awesome natyure of us. The wild mystery …. Tao…….that we are. Thank you everybody for being my friend and loving and supporting me on this wild adventure, we all LIFe.
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 15:20:42 +0000
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