Its the moments that take my breath away that I do look forward to good and bad. This past summer seeing dragonflies in the oddest places. Two large,beautiful blue ones were flying over Kevs casket as we said our final good byes. A perfect sunset setting over the water taking my breath away as it bursts with the most beautiful colors. A moment of the most perfect hug like the one Cameron gave me yesterday as we got home home. Just taking our coats off after a long day I had not been feeling well he runs up jumps into my arms and wrapped his little arms around my neck. I dropped everything in my arms to catch him. Nothing else in the world mattered at that perfect moment but feeling his love and giving it back. Its was as if he knew that I had a bad day and needed that very thing. I cooked (breakfast for) dinner last night. And its rare these days but we were all able to sit as a family and eat, talk, and laugh together. Going to St.Pattys day (bucket list) downtown. Having lots of fun. Meeting new people. Seeing and spending time with my long time (we are not old!) friend Michelle. Having her be so encouraging, supportive, a cheerleader. Always in my corner & backing me like my mom (so many more friends but to list all is impossible) also does is beyond my scope of words. Its all of these things.....These little things that have helped me on my journey. Just remember to take time and reflect on your moments when you are having a bad day. Forgive the people, situations and bad things that may happen in life. Dont dwell or hold on to the bad let it go. It only makes one bitter, sad and resentful. God didnt make dragonflies, sunsets, hugs and rainbows for people to look at and be sad.
Posted on: Tue, 18 Mar 2014 09:54:17 +0000