Its weird applying for jobs. I feel awkward about it for some reason. I dont know why. I still have a job but I despise my coworkers, supervisors etc. I cant stand getting a call saying I have a load. I cant stand being under scrutiny. Its too much to bare always being under such a magnifying glass. I use to love my job, now its just a burden. Preferential treatment to others that havent been there as long as I have is some bull shit!!! Especially so when 2 drivers almost cost the company a contract, my truck gets taken away and sent to West Texas, they get to keep their trucks and I get treated like Im the new guy. Tell me how is that right? My truck made more money for the company than any other company truck and Im treated like a mangey whore. Why I feel weird applying other places after all of that I will probably never understand. I guess I still feel some sort of dedication to this place although I probably shouldnt. Anyway, feels good to vent. Time for beddy bye time. Sweet dreams yall ;)
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 06:53:14 +0000