It’s something beyond norms... Part: 32 Surya- “I should have my own ways; I should have my own ways.” I kept repeating it to myself. I was in a state of confusion as to what I should do to be near her. Just a sight would be perfect; I just want to make sure as soon as possible that she is not going away. I kept on having tea and started narrating the ways in which I could do the needful. I didn’t want to be in mess with her parents. The friendship line is to be maintained anyhow till we both get ready to reveal the required story. *** “Doctor has called you.” A lady came near Baani and took her inside a cubicle. Her mom saw her going with a lot of passion and love. Her dad was calm and subtle and her daughter was busy in her own world. I was staring her as well, but from considerable distance with clear audible pitch of their voices. I didn’t figure out any excuse, any idea to help myself thus I decided to play the role of an extra alert and careful lover,who is in strict need of being near her girl. I was in a threat of being killed for being absent in the office premises but the extra pressure I took in the past few days could save me, maybe. I was waiting restlessly, trying to keep my nerves in control and heartbeat at normal pace but everything seemed so dramatic. I hated such situations. I was no more in a state of comfort now, standing at one place without anyone, doing nothing, is such a pain. I was raising my heels continuously to figure out her arrival but I found nothing. “Surya.” A high pitch voice strike my ear and as soon as I recognized the voice I cursed myself hard. “Surya. What you doing here?” Baani’s dad came towards me. My mind was trying to make a lot of excuses but I couldn’t puke anything correctly, a lot of stammering, a lot of sweat and finally I pushed myself to say something. “Was just eager to know that she was good.” I said the truth, partially. “But how did you come to know?” Her mom now interrogated. “She only told me, she apologized for her behaviour when I left.” I lied this time. “She herself doesn’t know what she wants to do.” Her dad said. “But why were you hiding there, you could have come over here.” He added. Now what to say, why I was hiding. “She asked me to not come with her.” We four were now waiting for her session to end. Every tick of the clock brought a new sensation from different corners eventually... Baani- As I entered the room I was nervous like I was going to face jee. The table, extra bright light, the doctor with the apron, all these were scaring me a lot. I was wishing that some magic should happen and I thus should get results without the examination. Lame thought, I know but the imaginations take you to a ride, you never expected to experience. I was having hallucinations. I was feeling bounded up in the small bed I lied on. It was the most painful thing to go through, but I was still waiting for the next to come, secretly hoping that it shouldn’t. *** “Ok, so we have good news and a bad news for you. Do you want to call someone inside?” She said in the usual frightful tone. “No, I am fine.” “You don’t have cancer Baani. Congratulations. We will remove your lumps very soon. But you were very close from having it. And I am afraid that this problem will never leave you. So you will have to come for diagnosis after every 6 months.” She said with a smile and it seemed extra shiny to me. I was not smiling, I was not crying, I was just relaxed, I was happy for my daughter, she now don’t need to be dependent on anyone. I am fine and will be forever, for her. As I stood up from the chair after taking necessary details I was not able to move properly. My head was waving; maybe I was thinking so much that’s why. I tried to control my steps but with a blink of an eye, I was lost and I lost my balance. *** “I was in the hospital.” I asked my dad as I woke up on my bed. “You fainted, we brought you home.” He said while sitting near me. “Where are mom and Seher?” “Surya took them to the temple. She wanted to thank God for keeping you safe.” “Surya?” “Yeah he was with us only in the hospital.” “Cool. You finally found a way out.” I said to myself in low voice. “What?” Dad turned. “Nothing.” I said and jumped to hold him tightly. I was smiling again with full efforts. It was feeling more complete. It was feeling the same me inside me, after so long.... Finally the chapter of Baani’s health ends. She was fine and was in form like never before.... :) Stay tuned to know more... Please spend some time in leaving reviews... :) JP
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