Iv always been vary strong willed but this last month every day i - TopicsExpress

Iv always been vary strong willed but this last month every day i get a lil weaker i loose a lil more faith and miss my kids more and more every day every week i have to relive looseing my stability my sobriety the love of my life and my heart my mind and my soul my everything ....my kids i need you t.not to wait on me hand and foot but to stand by me threw this time of heart ace not to stand behind or to stand infrunt of me and tell me you love me but you just cant be with me?ya a a a a a you love me.you say you love your kids but you abandoned them and i when we needed you the most and couldn t call to see if we were ok couldn leave the car couldn drop off a box of diapers for your children you even tryed to take the air conditioner i mean do you ever think if you would a stayed we would still have our home our children .and by no o o o means am i sayin this is your fault but do you every think wat if or wat coulda been ?no you dont cause your selfish conceded .how could you abandon us like that