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Ive always been my own shrink. I tend to evaluate every aspect of my life every now and then and learn from the past, or the present for that matter. Recently thats been happening a lot. Im about to embark on a new era in my life. Things seem to be happening to my thought processes that I never thought possible. Old, bad, negative ways are shattering, opening up a new world of thinking about things.The universe is slapping me upside the head making everything so obvious to me now. Its like a whole new world! This adventure so far is not even close to a repeat of any of my past. And for once I welcome a totally new outlook. (well I want to keep a lot of the same but you get the point) Definitely keeping all of the good elements. Some great things are coming back that havent been a part of me for a long time. Ive been told I have walls that I never knew I had. Since I quit smoking Ive been breaking them down one by one as I come to them. I wish I could take a huge wrecking ball and just wipe them all out, but it never works that way. Especially for me. I hold everything way too deep. Its got to always come to the surface before Im able to see it. So Many walls have come down in such a relatively short time. I know there are still more since I feel myself coming up against another one. This one is a huge one too. I know what it is, but not sure how to break it. It was put up way before any of the other ones and is several layers thick. So with this said its time to just see where this all takes me. So far everything has been super positive going forward from this point. Im always forever changing and growing but always keep that inner greatness about me that my grandma instilled in me. Its what keeps me from going off the deep end. Its my anchor and will always guide me back out of dark times. Im putting everything together in a blender and shredding it up. I have a feeling its gonna turn out to be a very satisfying tasty concoction. If it turns out sour, it isnt like I havent started from square one again, time after time. Ill eventually get the right mixture.
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 01:46:03 +0000

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