Ive always loved this song. but the story behind it is incredible and beautiful. ive never struggled with forgiveness. Ive always found it easy to forgive. i dont want to be held prisoner because Ive withheld forgiveness. whats hard is trusting again. and feeling safe... emotionally. but just because you forgive, doesnt mean wrong doesnt need to be made right. not only do i not trust people. the people Ive always loved without restraint. but i dont trust the world. the world, its laws, its evil, its deceit, its selfishness and its injustices. its all so upside down. i feel like the whole world is against me. lifes always been against me. Ive been drowning and treading water for years. its because Ive loved blindly, and ive trusted without caution. so can i forgive? yes. will i heal? will i ever trust again? will i ever feel safe? i guess well see. the way my life has gone this far, Im not holding my breath. are people inherently good? or is that just on the outside. if they had to choose one, would they choose themself, or would they choose to be selfless? i want to believe theyre inherently good. but everyone Ive ever loved or trusted, in the end, chooses themself.
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 07:24:45 +0000
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