Ive been silent all week about the death of my big bro Harrison Headen because I didnt want to say/ask God questions that Id regret. There is not ONE TIME in my 7 years of knowing him that I can remember him treating me as if I was anything other than his blood sister. Of course we had our arguments, disagreements, laughs, and countless rebukes...thats called family. He poured so much into me, always kept it 100 and supported my growth as if I was a part of his legacy and I have been trying to be strong all week for Patrice but today has been the worst of all days. I always write down prophecies spoken over my life and today I found 3 from him. Theres one in particular from May 19th, 2009 when he called me to tell me about a dream that he had of me on TV on my own show. At this time in my life, I was COMPLETELY at rock bottom, living out of my car, struggling between jobs and my relationship with God was on severe life support. That call did something to me as he told me of what God showed him in the dream and it gave me hope that God actually had a better plan for me than where I was in life. Headen would not let me give up on the ministry that he knew was in me. Whenever we played and joked around it was Lady Judah but when the prophet spoke up it was little sis and Charity. He pulled on the prophet in me much that when I didnt deliver with confidence or assurance - I was told off. The meetings, kickbacks at his home, sending Patrice Wooten Headen and I out for mandatory QTs and his sense of humor are just a few of the things that I will miss about him but more importantly, his nod of approval. Whenever I preached, ministered in song, or spoke a word of prophecy, hed lean all the way back in his seat, prop his hands up on his belly, smile and nod and then afterwards he would say to me, Giiiiiiiirl....you bad! and he would say how proud he was of the woman that I was becoming. Hed always say, Dont let niggros (yep) stop you from being who you are called to be. Dont listen to what other people have to say... The last divine prophetic word that he gave to me was in February 2012 when he had me sing at his conference and I quote, What God is doing for you in the next few years of life is going to blow your mind and the minds of everyone around you who thought youd never succeed. Dont turn down any opportunities that He sends your way....and dont worry about a man. God has the right man for you who will be able to handle your anointing, your business, and your fame. Watch what happens... R.I.P Big bro...not even death can stop us from being family and my first episode will be dedicated in your memory.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 17:19:44 +0000
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