Ive been writing a lot lately, and it might seem to some people that Im mad. Well, I am. Im fed up with things that should happen and dont. Im also tired of witnessing stuff thats preventable, and Im no longer willing to be quite about it. Ive had a bit of a personal struggle going on, that only my closest family is aware of. My Oldest and Dearest Friend, Whitey, is Dying. It started on October 30th, after I came home from a Mötley Crue Concert. He had an inflamed thyroid, and I almost lost him, right then and there. Lots of money and 8 teeth later he was back home. They had to take out twice as many teeth, to get to the ones that needed to come out. Im no idiot. I didnt think it would be easy for him, but I did expect him to be around alot longer than what will, unfortunately be the case. He is now regressing, after having improved greatly, post op. In the last few months, I havent been able to leave him for long (meds). Ive changed my schedule, and even stopped doing a lot of work that I was doing everyday. But, thats okay, big changes were on the way, anyways. But, this change I could do without. Ive never been very emotional, just super passionate. This experience has caused me to question everything, even more than usual. White Man has been with me since Christmas Night 1999, when I found him outside my home, crying up a storm. And he was only 3 months old. He has always been full of piss and vinegar, which is ironic for such a handsome man. But, when I think of him, I will forever smile. It has been a hell of a ride and Ill miss him completely. Things will quite simply never be the same. His love and dedication have ruined me. And I wouldnt have had it any other way. Being single for so long, one can forget what love means. Especially, if one dates shallow and low quality people. Which unfortunately, has been the case, lately. Human beings can suck, but pets never do. It goes to prove, that people make choices, and how one behaves speaks volumes about who they are. If they dont think others will notice, or care, then they are beyond love, imo. These pictures of him, are of the night of the concert. Also, there is his baby pic and a few others - in better times. I will posting more pics of our life together, shortly. That one of him in the sink is recent. And its bitter sweet for me, cuz usually he would never fit, but hes loosing weight, so...he looks so cute in there, makes me laugh. I will continue to hold vigil, he will not go out alone. And he will forever be my Whitey Boo♡
Posted on: Sat, 10 Jan 2015 03:54:34 +0000