Ive done so much thinking about my post today and honestly, no matter how much thought I put into some of them, it just flows. It started out this morning laying in bed and noticing some little hairs on my pillow. I get up, go to the mirror and realize, the only hair left is my eyelashes. Really cancer? my eyelashes too? as the day went on, I realize there isnt anything I can do .... every hair God gave me is gone, my t.v. has to be turned up louder because my hearing has been affected, my eye sight, in my left eye is terrible, my fingernails are super long and strong, my toes are tingly all the time and all my clothes are too big, I dont sleep more than two hours at a time without having to pee... and none of it really matters because two things youll never take from me My strength to beat you and my smile to see me through! So stuff it cancer :) Today, I spent five hours at the hospital getting platelets & a blood transfusion and feeling so much better. As I sit here tonight and it gets closer to bed time, I am so thankful to even be alive and although I cant live my life doing the things Id love to still do, I am here and can do them slower and with help.... I will never give up, never!
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 23:46:02 +0000