Ive fell in love hummm as I wright that Im stumped ( IN LOVE ) was I ever in love??? As I get older Ive realized did anyone ever really love me, not talking about my family/friends but as in a man, but I chuckle a bit because Im alone . I wake to look at the other side of my bed empty when I pour a cup of coffee and sit at the table by myself, driving look over in the seat when Im upset and dont have anyone that id rather not talk to about things but my other half... I look and Im alone, was it me,I ASK MYSELF WAS I NOT GIVING MY ALL...No sometimes youre spouse is selfish... but thats not love... love is much more its being with someone because you want to not because youre lonely or to get over someone you got to like YOU first, do I like ME???... more and more as time goes by, I get disappointed in myself I try to reflect on my wrong choices but I HAVE NEVER MADE SOMEONE IM IN LOVE WITH HAVE NO CHOICE TO WALK OUT BECAUSE I MESSED UP BEYOND REPAIR but I have been asked to do so, a little unfair it seemed to me but that was LOVE but my emotions can be walked on so many times the man in it was lucky to have gotten so many chances to hurt me... Once was a lesson but yet I put what was to teach me aside to let love tell me psssst just one more try then another and another till I had nothing left not even myself not even a piece of myself for another to patch up BECAUSE I HAVE TO PUT MYSELF TOGETHER BEFORE ANYONE CAN BE IN MY LIFE AND VICE VERSA AND I AM PIECE BY PIECE... But this has been a experience because Ive learned I AM STRONG EVEN WHEN I CRY AND I SPEND FAMILY TIME MORE THEN BEING UPSET OVER SOME GUY WHO LIES,CHEATS AND PLAYS HOUSE... I know one day I need someone who will need me back. LOVE?????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Posted on: Mon, 01 Sep 2014 03:11:36 +0000
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