Ive felt the need to say something for days, yet every thought translates to words that read like a hallmark card. And if I try and put a sentence together at all, I feel like Im summarizing emotions that cant actually be contained in what Im really feeling. Beyond it all, I know Im one of Nicos good friends, yet still among an amazing (and huge) group of people that shared a relationship with Nico on a different level. Because whether Nico saw you all the time or once a year, your relationship with him was unique, because thats how he approached a friendship. Nico is more concerned with how you feel than how you make him feel. Nico is more concerned with actually getting a crew together for the sake of a good time than all the garbage that goes along with whos bringing this, whos taking care of that. Nah. Nico is the complete package. Family man. The guy you cant wait to introduce to a potential new friend. The guy who does. The guy who lives. You secretly look up to him a bit, cuz youre like damn, this dude aint faking it, hes the real deal! And now he has to be the ultimate dude who left too soon. But we arent expected to make sense of it. Doesnt really matter what you believe in, doesnt matter who you think you are....he was, in our sense of the word, stolen. We want him here, now. We want that amazing family he helped create to be with him, now. Nico isnt expecting us to just wipe the tears from our eyes and carry on, but we do have to eventually come to terms with this tragic end to our beloved friend. I havent come to terms, and I know none of us have. But I felt the need to jot down my thoughts In public (Facebook) so I can begin to think of how Nico wants me to continue. Baby steps for now. I miss you so much, and I know Im just a small piece of the amazing circle of friends that will never forget, and more importantly, use you as the example of what we live for and want to become. Goodnight my bro, we will all awaken together one day, this I am sure of.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 04:13:45 +0000
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