Ive never been so happy to say... Thank God its Friday! Julias last day of 3f8. This week has been tough, especially the first few days. Yesterday she did really well when we went back to the house. She was more alert and awake than Ive seen her all week. The nurses in the outpatient clinic are amazing. The dance therapist came in yesterday and it was like a party in our room during the infusion. Taylor Swift was blasting on the radio and the nurses do not hold back when it comes to showing their dance moves. Then when Julia starts to feel the pain, the Suzy, the dance therapist, slows things down and plays relaxing music and does meditation with Julia. And Julia just goes right along with it and does an amazing job of focusing and having such good control of dealing with her pain. After it was over yesterday, the head nurse looked at me and said she is a STRONG girl! She makes me so proud. The things she says to me when shes in so much pain make me want to break down but I stay strong for her. During the infusion yesterday, she said to me I love you mommy... forever and ever. Then she said I will never hurt you. After asking her if she was okay, she responds Im fine mom... Im okay. Im brave. I said yes you are honey... Youre so brave! The bond between a mother and her daughter is so strong. I dont quite know what the schedule will be for radiation yet. Things are still being discussed as to what type of radiation is best for Jooj and where she will be doing it... NY or San Diego?? Hopefully we will get everything figured out today. To Jesus through Mary, Julias mommy I thirst for You. Yes, that is the only way to even begin to describe My Love for you. I THIRST FOR YOU. I thirst to Love You & to be Loved by You; that is how precious you are to Me. I THIRST FOR YOU. Come to Me, & I will fill your heart & heal your wounds. I will make You a new creation, & give you peace, even in all your trials I THIRST FOR YOU. You must never doubt My mercy, My acceptance of you, My desire to forgive, My longing to bless you & live My life in you. I THIRST FOR YOU. If you feel unimportant in the eyes of the world, that matters not at all. For Me, there is no one any more important in the entire world than you. I THIRST FOR YOU. Open to Me, come to Me, thirst for Me, give me your life, & I will prove to you how important you are to My Heart. ~ Amen
Posted on: Fri, 11 Jul 2014 13:14:05 +0000
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