Ive personally never suffered with depression. Ive always managed to avoid it. Ive always thought I was quite a strong person until lately. Loosing my dad as been the hardest thing Ive ever had to go through. My dad was my best friend and one in a million not just to his children but to his friends and family too. He was such a good, kind hearted, warm, loving and stubborn man. But he were always there for people who needed him. I could call my dad and hed know there was something up. I cant do that anymore. How do I deal with these feelings now? Instead its filling up in me and I dont know when its going to all spill out. I cant speak about them as I actually dont know where to start. Writing them down helps a little but they are still there. I cant let cadie see me this way either. As she doesnt understand. Ive tried saying to myself look do it for cadie... get better. But even then I cant...
Posted on: Fri, 24 Oct 2014 07:40:59 +0000