Ive reached a point in my life where I feel like I have everything and nothing all at the same time. Im starting this blog for selfish reasons. I want to be able to express my thoughts and fears freely. Im (trying) to remain anonymous because there is no telling what I might actually divulge here and, frankly, I dont want anything I say to have a negative impact on my kids. Im a 30-something, college educated, full-time employed, wife and mother. Some would say Im living a dream and I would agree. Ive got everything money cant buy. So why do I constantly feel like Im missing something? Why do I find myself in envy of other people? Why do I feel like Im stuck? Isnt this exactly where I should want to be? Why do I feel guilty for even asking those questions? Why do I feel like I cant talk to my friends and family about these questions? Surely others share my thoughts. If one of us would just take the first step could we create a safe place to commiserate with each other without it resulting in judgement or gossip? I know thats my biggest fear.....once you say something, you cant take it back. In this day and age, you have to assume that whatever you say could reach the whole world with a couple of keystrokes. Ive never been willing to take that chance so, for now, I continue to be a mom on the inside looking out. mominsidelookingout.blogspot/
Posted on: Thu, 14 Nov 2013 16:02:14 +0000
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