I’d love to tell you how much I am sure that i will never ever get hurt again. But then I’d be lying. I am not afraid. Think of the smallest fraction or sliver of possibility. Umm, lets back up a little. Think of the statistics that we were talking about. I mentioned this to your earlier.. the whole thing about billions of people that are there and all that i am looking for is you. Many people are not willing to put themselves out there because they don’t want to get hurt. Its not easy to invest yourself into someone only to get your heart shattered. I know that many people spend way too much energy trying to pick up the pieces of a broken heart because it usually comes along as something that wasn’t expected. Its not easy but its also not something that should close you off completely. Its like you put blinds over your eyes and you choose not to see anything other than whats inside you that is broken. You swear to yourself that you will never again get your heart broken because you just can’t sustain the idea of having to go through whatever pain you just went through. Its not easy. I am not here to tell you that you shouldn’t grieve.. but its just that. You shouldn’t grieve. No one died. Yes, you got your heart broken but that’s not the end of the world. It doesn’t mean that you will cease to breathe. It doesn’t mean that you are no longer capable of living life again, and it especially doesn’t mean that every man out there is out to hurt you! Remember, everything happens for a reason. If someone hurt you then there is a reason behind that. There is a reason behind every single person we cross paths with.. Maybe that person is meant to teach you something or you are meant to teach that person something. If you only take a moment to realize that something positive can come out of it, if you took a moment to see that maybe you are meant to be stronger in the end then maybe you can be thankful for having gone through whatever pain you suffered. I cant be afraid. I can’t be afraid to get hurt. Therefore I can’t be afraid to put myself out there because honestly there is no other way to live. I have to keep an open mind. I have to live knowing that the chances of meeting you may be miniscule, but that doesn’t mean that they don’t exist. I can only put forth all of me everyday i wake up and i can only believe that you are out there somewhere doing the same. I have tried closing myself off to everyone, but that only made things worse. I learnt that i can not change who I am. So this is me. All of me. This is me writing to someone i have never met, and probably will never meet. But that’s ok. I am willing to say that no matter what happens in this life I know that i found it within me to say that i am willing to go to my grave knowing that i never gave up looking for you. I won’t settle for anything less. My heart will know when the time is right. When our hearts cross paths and the seemingly impossible might creep out from where ever its hiding. I will keep looking forward with whatever strength i have left in me. Yes that might mean breaking some hearts along the way. But its a price that i am willing to pay and its a pain that i am willing to concede while i go through this sea of broken hearts or ignorant hearts, or simply blinded hearts. still holding on to the little possibility of something real out there. I know who I am. I know exactly who i am looking for. I can’t help but wait. #myletterstotheloveofmylife
Posted on: Fri, 07 Mar 2014 00:56:18 +0000
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