JAA SE BHI JAYDA CHHA THA JIS KO USNE HI DOKHA DIYA – Rinku Dear friends today I am going to tell u about my first love. Baat us time ki hai jab me eleventh class(2007) me tha.friends mere ghar ke samne ek girl(SEEMA) rhthe the.acctully phale bo Moradabad me rhthe the.lakin kise karan bas use aapne mama ke ghar par aakar rhna para.uske family bhi uske sat the. Meni use jab use phele bar dekha to me use dekhta hi rhe gaya.Ek din me aapne chat par beeta study kar rha tha or bo aapne chat par nahaa kar aaye. usne yellow colour ka shut phen rkha tha.meine use dekha or bas dektha hi rhe gyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Es ke baad mera man bas bar bar use ko dekhne ka karta.time nikal ne laga or me us se bat karne ke liye new new ideas sochne laga.us time bo high school me the.bo jab bhi appne college ko jate me hamesa us jate dekta tha. Meine us se baat karne ke liye uske grammar ki book mange or kha ki mujhe air pollution ka easy learn karna ha.usne mujhe us time book too nhi dim agar kha ki mujhe bhi kuch larne karna hai so bbad me aapka eassay likh kar de dunge.Mein janta tha ki book me koyi easy ha hi nahi chuk mujhe us se baat karne k liye koyi bhana to magta. After 2 days meine SEEMA se kha ki aapne mujhe na to book di or na hi eassy likh kar diya,tab bo boli ki jo easy aapne bataya tha bo to book me ha hi nahi. Mujhe laga ki aab mere us se koyi baat nahi honge.magar me kise na kise trha us se bat karne laga.ham dono ek dusre ke ghar aa ja sakte the.mekabhi 2 uske ghar bhi chala jaya kart tha.magar bo mere samne mere ghar nahi aate the. Me hamesa college se uske ghar bapash aane ka wait kart tha.Ek din bo jab college se ghar bapas aaye too uske ghar ka loock gat ha.so usn aapna bag gate ke sahmne rhk diya or key lene aapne kise releatives ke ghar chae gaye,meine moke ka fayida udaa kar uska beg hide kar diya.kab bo bapass aaye or aapna bag napakar bo darr gaye.chuki me bha par khra tha so usne mujh se puncha ki kya aapne mera bag dekha hai. Phle to me dar kya ki aagar use pta chal gaya ki bag meine hide kiya hai too bo mujhse naraj ho jayenge. Magar mene kha ki bg mere pass ha chuki aapka bag koyi ydda kar na le jaye so meine udda liya tha. Es ke baad meine use uske bag return kar diya.or bo choti se smaile de kar aapne ghar ke aandar chali gayi.Time betne laga or me uski tarafh kush jayda hi dhyan dene laga.me aapne study par se bhi concentration khine lga.magar jab bhi bo mujhe mere ghar ke darbawje par khara dekhte to bo hamesa aandar chale jate the or bo mujhe dekh kar gahbraya jate the .me kafi jayda udas rhene lga or sochne laga ki sayad ye ladki mujhse love nahi karte.or mene us se aalag hone ke faisla kiya.magar menine us se pucha ki aapke exeam kab se start ho rhhe hai to usne kha ki es bare me koyi information nahi hai. Uske high school ke aab exeam bhi pass gaye the.chuki mere ghar news pper aata tha .so jab news paper me highschool ki dateseet aaye too usne mujhse news paper manga.mene use news paper diya.or us ne mujhe thanks kha. Es ke baad ham dono ek dusre se boolne lage.mene us se kha ki ki aap mujhe aapne practical ki file de dena aapke file me complet kar dunga.phele to usne mana kar diya.ye sunkar mujhe bhut bura kaga. Aagle morning me chat par uska wait kar rha tha ki kab bo aapne chat par aayenge or me use dekunga.seema aapne chat par aaye or wo aapne sat aane files bhi lekar aaye or us ne files dikha kar kha ki mene theory likh li hai .aap figer bna dena. Me dar gya kunki mere drawing jayda thik nahi hai magar es ke baad bhi meine uska work complet kar diya.or evening me mene us ki cooy return kar di. Usne mujhe ek choti se smile di .aab mujhe lagne lga tha ke sayad ye bhi mujh se love kar ne lagi hai. News paper me jo exeam paper aate hai mene us ke bare me use bola to usne kha ki plz bo paper mujhe de dena. Mene kha ki aagar aap mujhse paper k liya nahi bhi khate tab bhi me paper aap ko hi deta. Ek din evening me ushe history ka paper dene gyato mene us se puncha ki jab aap yaha aaye the to aap mujhse se darte kye the.taab usne kha ki aap ky khe ke DON ho jo me aap se darunge. Aab ham dono ek dusre ke najdik aane lage. Aab bo bhi kise na kise bhane se mujhse bolne lagi. 13feb ke evening ko mene kha ki 14feb ko mujhe aap se kuch punchna hai.so aap kal college mat janna.magar bo last 3days se college nahi gaye the so boli ki papa punch rhe the ki college kye nahi jar he hai.so mujhe kal college janna parega. Usne kha jo punchna abhi punch lo.magar mene kha nahi kall hi punchuga kunki kal aap mana nahi karenge.to bo boli ki kal aasha kya hai mene kha ki aap apne kise friends se malum kar lene ki kall kya hai. 14 feb ko jab me aapne CHEMISTRY ki tution se ghar aa rha tha to mene use college jate dekha to mujhe lga ke sayad bo mujhe pyar nahi karte tabhi too mere mana karne ke baad bhi college ko jar he hai.ghar aa kar me bhi ready ho kar aapne college ko chala gya.magar kise karan bass college se jaldi bapass nahi aa saki.magar interwel me mene us ki liye ek PEN purchase kiya.or 4.00 pm par ghar aa gaya .chat par ja kar dekha to bo mera wait kar rhe the kunki bo aapne college se half time me bapass aa gaye the. Evening me me uske pass gaya to bo boli ki aap kuch puchna chaa rhe the pucho na. Mene use PEN diya or kha ki aagar aap ne mera ye pen accept kar liya t o me samjhunga ki me aap se jo punchna chhata tha aap bo samajh gaye ho. Usne mera pen le liya .or me bha se aa gaya. 15feb ko mene use ek paper par likh ke diya ki me aap se bhut pyar karta hue. I LOVE YOU SEEMA. 17 feb ko usne mere gall par KISS kar karke aapna answer diya or kha ki me bhi aap se bhut lv karte hue. aab ham dono ek dushre se chori chup milne lage.ek din bo mere ghar aaye.or ham dono kam se kam 2 hours ek sat rhe. Our lv story going so very fentestik.but use time hamare gharwalo ko hamare bare me pta chal gya.mere moom ne kha ki aagar tune seema se milne ya us se baat karne ki kosish bhi ki to tere liye tikh nahi hoga. Magar es ke bad bhi me us se baat karne ki kosish karne laga. Aab mere 12th class ke hale time over ho chukka tha.or mere prepration kuch kash nahi thi aalam tha ki me fail ho sakta tha. Esi bich ek ladke ne uselove latter diya.or SEEMA ne bo latter le liya.jab mujhe pta chala to mene pucha ki kise larke ne aap ko koyilove latter diya hai kiya to usne manna kar diya. Samajh nahi aa rha tha ki kon jhut bol rha hai or kon sach.esi bich seema ki brother ko ye pta chala ki kise ne seema ko love latter diy hai.chuki seema ka brother mujhse phale se hi pasand nahi karta tha.or kise ne ushe se kha ki seema ko latter rinku ne diya hai. So bo mujhse or jayda chir gaya.mene seema se baat ki kea agar kise ne tume paper diya hai to mujhe bta do.kunki aapka brother samajh rha ha ki lattermeone(rinku) diya hai . Magar seema ne mana kar diya ke kise ne mujhe koyi latter nahi diya.mene uski baat par believe kar liya. Uska bhaiye mujhse lariye karne ke playining kar rha tha.or mere or us ki lariye bhi hue or mere head me kafi chot bhi lagi .jis ji problem mujhe aaj bhi hoti hai.kunki mere head se kafhi blood bhha tha mere puri shart bhi blood me bekghe gaye the.blood kafi nikal ne ke karan mere head week ho gaya hai. Magar SEEMA ne mujhse aaj tak ye nahi puncha ki mere or uske bhaye ke fight kue hue the. Mere head me kitne chot lgi hai. Magar baat me us ne Mujhe battaya ke use kise larke ne love latter diya tha.ye sun kar me kafi parashan tha samajh nahi aa rha tha ki us ne muujh se chot kye bola.me seema ki es mistek ko maaf kar chukka tha.magar aab use mujhe dokha dene ki aadat se hone lage the.bo aab mere cousin se mobile par baat karne lagi the. Mene uski es mistak ko bhi maff kar diya magar sayad me hi galattha.jo us par bleive karta tha.aab seema ka affair VICKEY(DINESH) ke sat start ho gya.or bo aab us se milne bhi lagi thi. Me us se es bare me jab bhi baat karta tha too bo hamesha manna kar diya karte the .magar uska face uske sat nahi hota ta.magar aab me samajh gaya tha ki seema mujne dokha de rhe hai.12th complet karne ke baad meB.TECH karne MEERUT chala gaya.or 1-2 week baad jab ghar bapas aaya to bo mujhse thik trha se boli to mujhe laga ki sayad me galat tha jo seema par sakh kar rha th.but u know I was wrong.1stsem.ke baad me jab ghar bapass aaya to mere sat es trha pasha aye jaise ki bo mujhe jante na ho.mene us se baat karne ki kosish ki mgar usne mujhse baat tak hi nahi ki. Kunki aab uska affair vickey ke sat chal rha tha.vickey ke cousion(PAYAL) ne en dono ke affair me help ki thi. PAYAL ne SEEMA se boli ki mera or rinku ka affair chal rha hai .or rinku ke to meerut me kafi girlfriends hai.or bo tujhe dokha de rha hai.magar mene seema ko kabhi dokha dene nahi sochi thi.Becoz I HAVE TRUE LOVE FOR HER. Me meerut se jab bhi bapass aata tha too hamesa us se baat karne ki kosish kart tha magar .every time I failed. Ek din mene use aapna mobile number diya or kha ki aap mujhe call kar lena.usne mujhe call ki during calling bo mujhse boli ki tumhara affair to payal se chal rha too mere piche kue pare hoo. Aab mujhe aapne galti ka ahhesache ho chukka tha .ki jis ladki ko me aapna sab kuch manta tha aaj usne hi mere upper jhuta aarop laga diya.dokha us ne mujhe diya or mujhe hi dokeh baj bol diya . after that I wait 2years for her.magar usne mere taraf kabhi murke bhi nahi dekha. Friends I would like to tell u .pyar me dokha milne ke baad mene aapni life ko over karne ke soch chuk tha.kunki me use aapne jaan se bhi jayda love karta ta.without her mujhe kuch bhi aacha nahu lagta tha. Friends aagar me aasha kush kar leta to sayad me aapna aap ko kabhi maff nahi kar pata. DO U KNOW WHY? • Kunki aagar usne mujhe se pyar kiya hota to bo mujhe dokha nahi dete. • Phir aashe sati ke bicharne ka kya game jise ke pass dusre ke feelings ko samhjne ne bala dil hi na ho. • Jo hame dokha de sakta hai bo kise or ko bhi dokha de sakta hai. Friends agar aapko kabhi dokha mile to plz kabhi bhi aapne life ko over karne ke bare me mat sochna. Kunki sabse phele aapne parents, aapne bhai, sister ke bare me sochna.aapke bad aapki family ka kya hoga. Or sabse phale hamare life par hamare parents ka hakh hai.or kise ek ke chale jane se zindgi khatamnahi hoti.becoz there are so many smart girls. aagar me sayad ye nahi sochta to sayad me aaj aap ke bich nahi hota. FRIENDE ALWAYS THING BEFORE WHATEVER U ARE GOING TO BE DONE IN LOVE. NOW I HAVE COMPLETED MY B.TECH.AND TODAY I AM VERY HAPPY IN MY LIFE.
Posted on: Mon, 04 Nov 2013 14:03:02 +0000
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