JUST A THOUGHT – Mind Bruised When? How? Can the healing start? You are falling apart The deep hole taking a toll in your heart “I’m sorry” doesn’t hurt you or he But the “I forgive you”, that will, you see **** Your forgiveness comes from knowing you’ll never be hurt like that again In that place where you can’t see what you have to lose but, only, what you have to gain But in reality, it’s your hope that sends you into that place, Where you can recognize safety as a hiding space With the hurt comes the blame Not because of your shame Watching ones hopes and dreams fall with a parachute penetrating space That first thought, ‘can I really go through this all over again?’ Disgrace You missed the signs, you closed your eyes Didn’t want to see the signs so you believed lies The first time you heard, ‘I’m sorry’, for the same situation That was the door opener to your disillusion That first ‘I forgive you’ forgiving the same reason forgiven before Begins the life you don’t want for sure, but, you still opened the door An addiction What’s the solution? Is it you who feels your life have no meaning with him? Or Is it he who needs you for power he gets from nobody else? Or Is it too sad people with no respect for life? Helping each other bring the other strife The blows going to the face bouncing from the eyes to the nose As bad as the blow coming from the table up the nose The powder dust falls on your clothes You can’t recognize the harm in either, I suppose The hits missing the rest of the face, landing on the lips After that “I’m sorry” you forget then go use them hips Then you give him all you got. He hit it, the G spot. Your mind ascends. All restrictions bend He touch your core with pleasure Senses crawl. Is it possible to measure? Your restrictions bend. Your mind ascend Your mind then judge the severity of the action, As not so bad, since he’s your man; what poor reaction Foolishness Forgetfulness Forgiveness is not the key to keep taking shit ‘Cause they’ll be, and will say ‘sorry’, later, again hit It’s just the door to close behind, then, move to that place Where you’re safe and your ‘happy taker’, unable to chase To any abuser No excuse for the behaviour
Posted on: Fri, 20 Sep 2013 16:13:03 +0000
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