Jackson and I had a long talk last night someone called me stupid for working so hard all my life they told me you never learned how to live that is true I have worked since i was 17 - 24 hour days 7 days a week, I did not ever learn how to live, but I was planning and struggling and making sacrifices with my life in hopes my kids would never have to struggle, so they would never have to know what a mortgage was. I did a lot of thinking after they told me that First I was raised to know hard work was NEVER anything to be ashamed of. My grandfather worked 24 hour days most of his life too. He ran a huge farm with cattle, chickens, and grew his own crops . He lived on the basics this country was built on Hard work, God glory to God and guts. So now as I age into empty nesters syndrome Yeah I did work hard harder than most why FOR MY KIDS thats why . If Jack decides he does not want the rentals then we sell em all ............we are discussing this now he will be 18 in 15 months this will give me some time to figure out as well how my health is at that stage and whether i want to juggle the rentals alone ......I originally thought I would be married for forever but my exs sudden affair changed all that. I am good with one thing I have never regretted was my divorce from Al. who knows in 15 months I may have a life partner to juggle the rentals with me EVERYTHING FROM HERE ON OUT IS GODS PLAN NOT MINE IT HAS BEEN SINCE MY DIVORCE 4 YEARS AGO...
Posted on: Wed, 29 Oct 2014 12:38:19 +0000
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