June 19, 2013 Hi- I just wanted to write and let you know that I am home from our trip to North Carolina, but I wanted to also write and let you know all that has happened since I have written the other day. Our trip home has certainly been an experience like always, and much has happened since. I have also come to some conclusions and I also might be headed back to the hospital today or tomorrow, so I wanted to alert you to that as well. First, I guess I should tell you that I am not doing well. I dont know if it has to do with the trip, but I am not doing well at all. It is very possible that I can end up in the hospital tonight or tomorrow, but I am hoping it wont end up that way. I have had this before when we went away and luckily it had passed, but this time is absolutely the worse. I never had it this bad when we traveled and therefore I am scared that it wont pass and it is finally time to go to the hospital. I am scared that it is definitely something to worry about this time, as I am scared with what I am feeling that something drastic is going on and I am at the point where I am beyond the point that I can be helped or bounce back on my own. I dont know if it is because my bloods have fallen or that I have lost weight, but I am not feeling well. Even though we were only away for a few days, traveling takes a HUGE toll on me. I also had passed a lot of blood the other day, so I am worried that my bloods have fallen a lot. I am suffering today with lots of spasms and cramps. I have gotten this before when we have traveled and I know that it was due to my bloods falling, so I am pretty sure that it is because of that. I know my bloods probably did fall between losing weight on the trip and the blood. I am having the worst spasms and cramps throughout my entire body and it is really scaring me because they are nonstop. Dad wants to take me to the hospital and to be quite frank, I really might go. Nothing I am doing is stopping them. Dad has been up all night long with me trying to help me relieve the spasms and cramps, but nothing is helping. At the very most, when I take the medicine, I get relief for about 10 minutes but the spasms and cramps just return. I feel so bad that my dad cant get any sleep tonight because he is so tired from our trip, but I am so glad that I have such a wonderful dad to be able to help me and get me what I need. I am just in the worst pain and agony. Besides my usual pain and suffering, the pain from the cramps is so severe. I am getting it throughout my body. I am getting it in my arms and hands, in my head, and in my legs and toes. Even though they are worse in my calves, ankles, and feet, I am still getting them throughout my body including my head and I am scared it is going to result even in a seizure because that is really what I feel might happen. You know when you get those spasms and cramps when you are sleeping in your legs and they wake you up in the dead of night that you have to literally get out of bed to walk on them in order to relieve them? You know the spasms and cramps that you get when you see your body actually twisting and contorting in all different directions? Well that is what is happening to me nonstop. It is agony.
Posted on: Wed, 19 Jun 2013 08:22:16 +0000
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