Just a few words off of my chest: Know it can be too much for some, so today is FBs unfriend Day !!!! chick away... :-) Not entries will be in order, but will work on it and create a format, like this the first of many nights of listening to music online and just in the spirit for thoughts to be processed and to be maybe one day written (So let it be Written! So let it be done!) 11 17 2014 in my chair in the back room with ear phones one listening to Pie Jesu @ https://youtube/watch?v=tDmVYQVizQQ while on line from a vast list of Youtube songs I have found and hope to have music again in my life 6:45: Have you ever gone through a day and have had repeated déjà vu’s and has this feeling of thickness in the air you pass as if someone? (Ben) has been trying to tell you something? Well my started at 11 am after a wonderful dream of dresses, runways, your own brand name and what you are going to make of it and be such a wonderful dream that you do not want to get up and just put your head back in the sweet softness of that pillow you have, but duty calls and I have two little ones that are hungry and would like to start their day with a fully tummy for they are unsure what kind of day it will be or I think, but really do not know. As I readied for the day I did what most people do and S, S, S, S, yes the 4 start your day S’s (Shit, Shower, Shave, and Shine), but had to fight my morning bout of heartburn first, shower and then head out of the house to head to the Employment Development Department (EDD) and was given the address of 15400 Sherman Way Suite 140 of Van Nuys, CA. (edd.ca.gov/disability/contact_sdi.htm ) so I get there via Orange Line (metro.net/riding/maps/orange-line/ ) to Sepulveda Blvd. When I get there I find out that the office has moved and was given a flyer with the Announcement and for Four locations, that I see moved Friday, June 10, 2014, so yes I got my tired old feeing bones back on the Sherman Way bus to the new location of the (EDD) Office at: superpages/bp/Canoga-Park-CA/Employment-Development-Department-L2061026250.htm so I go in and started to talk to the receptionist a little over middle age thick accent German lady. I had to talk to someone else because I really could not understand her and kind of guy upset too that I was 1. Sent to the wrong office in the first place, but she was trying to tell me that it was the General Relief (GR) office that sent me had not had their shit together and was not give the all the information I needed to regester for the (EDD) so I could get this formed signed and sent back so my (GR) would not be interrupted. You know how we Welfare Cases are when our check or money is late or even try delaying it. So got Registered and still had to get resume and other information I need to fulfill requirements of registration, and now I have to finish them at home, but I am off the track now ( sorry got on a rant! ) So walking all this day I feel I have lived this day, I would get a flash back every now and then and it seems to some times longer than just a moment in time, but minute’s worth of déjà vu’s and it seem to even be going on as I write this this entry. I am going to have to go in to see the doctor tomorrow, because I am having dizzy flashes and while walking the dogs this night my Blood Sugar went low on me and thank God! I had my food stamp card so I could get something to eat before I pass out or had to call mom to pick us up. I have reason to worry, because Ben had some kind of dizziness and tired feels just before his passing. I think he is trying to tell me to get mine checked out this time. Well that was my light day and evening is fair, do not like this early dark daylight savings time of the year and with Ben anniversary does not help.
Posted on: Tue, 18 Nov 2014 04:22:56 +0000
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