Just feeling like running into a brick wall............ How sad is it when the last bit of blood that flows frm u doesnt wanna stay with u......... Yet the other wants to stay n bega u to please I wanna stay......... Im told I shouldnt give up on him.....and have three wonderful daughters that love me.....but when mijo has his step grandfather....his moms bf.....his tio....he has all to lk up too...n me....im juat his dad on the weekends n summer...and now not even that! Im not one to tear apart family we either all n or all out!!!........ My feeling and emotions r all wack....juat like a flaming pheonix...soaring through the dark skies....buring and dying but yet flying high n tru to the symbloic value it stands for...... But sometimes I cant take it....I just cant.... I wake up every moring and look at my hands and see the scars I have frm the burns of holdong on to that rope tight all night...just to wake up...n not let go n sleep forever...... Forever....the only feeling we call an emotion....but yet has no meaning both ways....emotions is just a meaning if what man created.... Feelings......what r they?....does it really exist n our lives?.....or did man juat create another excuse to get away?? Im tired......really tired.....
Posted on: Sat, 15 Jun 2013 02:30:55 +0000