Just got back from the ER, my second trip this week. Its a good thing I went when I did cause all the severe bone and joint pain Im going through had caused my blood pressure and heart rate to raise to a dangerous level. The doctor put me on a heart monitor and took chest ex rays. He said that this pain increasing my heart rate and blood pressure as high as it was could have caused me to have a heart attack, had I not came there. So for now Im completely pain free, but the sad thing is its only temporary until the shots they gave me wears off. So Im going to see my doctor Friday to get my scripts one last time, then Im finding another doctor. I cant have this horrible pain putting my heart and blood pressure at risk like this, I need a doctor who understands that I need a stronger, losing lasting medication to keep me comfortable and able to leave my house other than to only get out to go to doctors appointments and ER visits. I need my quality of life back so I can get back to working on my art work again and going to church, and being able to leave my house and get out and go to scenic places and take photographs and do normal activities that most people take for granted, like going to the grocery store and stuff. I hate medication, I pray for healing everyday, cause if I had it my way I wouldnt take any meds at all, just vitamins and natural supplements. But now that Ive recently found out I have Lupus with that on top of my bladder disease Interstitial Cystitis which Ive had since I was only 17 years old I have reached my limit of what amount of pain I can tolerate, and Im a very strong person, so it took a long time for me to end up on meds for pain. Its something I swore Id never need, but a person can only take so much suffering, so if taking meds to get my quality of life back is what I have to do for now than so be it. But if God ever heals my body and helps ease my pain to where I can function without meds I will be the happiest person on the face of this earth. Thanks to all who have been praying for me, I appreciate it more than you will ever know.
Posted on: Mon, 17 Nov 2014 07:20:09 +0000
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