Just over three years ago I couldnt even leave my bed most days, forget the house. I had to deal with people telling me that I had to get over it, whether that it was my anxiety or the loss of a loved one. I had to quit two of my biggest passions at the time to make room for healing and catching up on school work. My exams were a guessing game, me passing being an absolute miracle. I felt alone. I felt betrayed. I was bitter, spiteful and selfish. My situation was no excuse for that. I spent most of my time waiting to wake up from the nightmare. I spent what was left of it thinking of waking up manually. I watched myself dig the hole deeper. I watched others scoff and roll their eyes, or have their desperate efforts to help go to waste. I tackled so many issues between then and now, making huge decisions and fighting against those who dont trust my judgement and those who abused and used me for whatever they pleased. - However, by far, the most difficult demons to face were the ones inside. I still have such a long way to go, but at last, I can finally say that Ill be okay.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Sep 2014 00:08:55 +0000
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