Just purely BAFFLED by the fact people would even want people around their life if they cant keep it 100 at all times. If you cant believe that I can understand certain situations without second guessing why front loyalty to our situation to board a ship your destroying. If you cant even be the most important part FRIENDFIRST for whatever journey thats being created why are you wasting time building something that wont ever last. When being associated or affiliated to the atmosphere is all you really want. Its my biggest weakness I hold onto too long is feeling betrayal by someone having a solid foundation for whatever situationship that forms. WHY OH WHY do souls think keeping things hidden from one another protects others feelings when Im one of those most understanding people around that wont even care as long as its communicated from you and if its something to forgive&forget I can truly do that by honesty. You know that raw truth even if it stings for a minute. I beat myself up for a good day or 2 sticking to myself and the computer in a zone thankful I stand by a 90 day rule. If theres problems before those days have passed and you dont walk away you allow them to slowly poison your mind body and soul. Leaving you nothing but hurt. And thats just something I cant keep around anymore if I want to continue to grow a better me!!
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 12:14:54 +0000
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