Just siting here reflecting on the last 3 years of my life. They havent been perfect, jobs are harder and harder to find. I went from a $70,000yr job, plus bonuses. I was appreciated and always thanked and my work was honored. Then one day, BOOM it all came crashing down before my very eyes. I never changed who I was, I was still the same down to earth, will give you the shirt off my back Dreama. I went to work on Tuesday and it was all gone. I was raised that you never ever question God. I was raised that a God will take things, an remove them from your life, but He blesses you. He never once turned his back on me(even when I felt He did)! I was depressed and withdrawn from everyone. I felt embarrassed and ashamed. God came to me one day and told me, my waiting will not be in vein. Everything youre going through is preparing you for what I have for you. The people that HE removed, now I realize they were dead weight, they were crabs in a barrel, they kept pulling me down! But God, I tell you FAM/PHAm He knew exactly what He was doing. I never once went hungry, I had all billed paid in full each and every month. I didnt have to beg or borrow from anyone. I got on my knees and I cried and I cried. God spoke to me, in order for(ME) to be able to do what He has called me to do in life, I have to go through a little something myself. God I just thank You, Im sitting here in tears because God has loved me so much, that He has never forsaken me. I wish I could just shout all around this room, because he told me, I shall live, I will not die, because He has things for me. He has lives that Ill be responsible for. People when I say, give your prayers, marriage, children, here in FAYETTEVILLE, NC, were a Blessed and favored city. I thank You God for my parents. Because without them I truly dont know where I would be in life. Thats the best gift that they have ever given me and they gift is God!
Posted on: Fri, 17 Oct 2014 03:55:48 +0000
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