Just so you know... Im not yet fed up with all the seenzones, all the one-liners, with you leaving me hanging. Im not yet tired of waiting for you. Im not expecting for you to love me the way I love you. Heck, Im not even expecting you to see me the way I see you. I just want to see where my love would lead me. I wanted to trust in my feelings for you. I dont have a chance... I wasnt given a chance. But for a fact, I dont need a chance in order to love someone. I simply have to risk everything. The risk of falling in the reject list, the risk of having a broken heart, the risk of wasting every effort I put in my love for you. Thats how much I love you. I risk everything just to have a single moment of happiness with you. I didnt want to think this much, but I felt that you somehow changed. Why? Did I do something wrong? I thought you were okay with it. I thought you would let me go on with this one-sided love, and accept every effort I make. I am not demanding for attention. I already told you that. And I understand if youre so busy. But I felt the change. I dont mind if you ignore me... but this time, I feel worse. I feel neglected. I feel so unimportant and unappreciated. Do you appreciate my efforts or do you hate them? I know that I came on the wrong time. But do you find it irritating with me texting too much? Me checking on you? Me worrying about you? Me caring for you? Me reminding you that I love you? If so, tell me to stop. If you couldnt directly say it because you dont want to hurt me, please have mercy on me. Im dying inside, because your silence is killing my senses. It doesnt make me numb. Heck, it pains me even more. I dont know what else to do. Whenever I look for another, I look for you! Whenever I try to forget, my heart reminds me how much I love you. Did you ever regret thinking of me as a nice person? The only thing I ever did is love you. It may be a mistake, but I know that its not a crime. Sorry if I couldnt forget you so easily. Sorry if I couldnt unlove you. I know that I could be very bothersome, thats why I always apologize to you. I wanted to remind you that I know all my flaws, but I just couldnt stop loving you. Im helpless. PS: Loving you was a big mistake, I get it. But it was the best thing Ive ever done so far. I became determined, and sincere for once in my life. Then I realized... youre the best ERRor that ever came into my life. -AgainAndAgain CLAC 2***
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 15:48:23 +0000
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