Just so you know what im going through at the moment, i know i try to stick to positive posts but life happens and sometimes it is not so positive, its just being real, Im opening out my heart and my inner most thought, for what it is worth. Originally when i booked in this party I wanted my mother to come along to it so we could cheer her up as she has been battling cancer over the last 6 weeks, i always think a positive outlook and fun is always good for the soul and your health, I have had some devastating news and things arent looking the best, I am still hopeful and will fight till the end, and maybe will have to face reality, i am totally numb and have no feeling at all , it is like it is happening to someone else and Im watching a movie, at times in private i break down and cry, I try and hold a brave strong positive face in public I love my mother and family so much and wish i had done more and wonder what else i could have done and can do more, Im in Sydney and desperately trying to get back to Adelaide to be with her which might be my last moments to the person who gave me birth who nurtured me and helped shape who i am today, she always told me i would do great things and her positive moral support and her unconditional love has really made a huge impact in my life, I feel life is so unfair sometimes she is such a generous giving person doesnt smoke or drink s giving and generous, I fly in tomorrow and may have missed my chance at my last goodbye. I thought we had so much more time and maybe we do, Im hoping and sending love and light towards her. With what is going on we need postpone it for a year and who knows a miracle could happen and she will be here with us then. I havent given up hope, but trying to be realistic at the same time. you have to Have the courage to change what you can and the courage to accept what you cant change
Posted on: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 09:59:53 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015