Just venting I set around and think so much and I think about some of the wrong Ive done well here is one of the things that really bother me I was seeing this girl and we was doing good I got her pregnant really early in the relationship I had been through a really hard divorce that shattered me but no matter what I did I couldnt let myself get feelings for someone but as soon as I started to get feelings I ran because I was scared of getting hurt again then I showed back up after the baby was born I miss everything with the pregnancy included her giving birth all because I was scared I have tried everything to make up for what I have done but it seems no matter what I do there is still a grudge against me and a void in my heart that I can not make up for this is the worst regret In my life all I can say is Im sorry I hope one day I am truely forgiven because I know tht right now I am not forgiven no matter how much I am told I am it is brought up every time there is a problem not to mention other mistakes I have made since then all I can do is say I am so sorry hope u forgive me one day but I want u to know that no matter what I did then I will always be there for our baby and if there is ever anything you ever need and I can help just let me know and I will be there
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 02:34:56 +0000
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