KILLING MYSELF Its all over now the meaning of life will soon be gone ,No longer will you see my smile and smirk. There is no place that I belong I just dont fit in .Where Im going you cant meet me there .Im going alone in my despair. I feel weak in my defeat with know where to plant my feet .My roots no longer grow in the sun light its just pure darkness and shadows for me. Only if my heart wasnt so cold in this stormy drift of night .Maybe in death ill have some control. This life is just killing me slow .Ive moved to fast and my life was unsure of its meaning .How would I know if it would ever last. As I depart from my past .It seems Im the one that always coming in last . Im use to being put down, turn down and laughed at , Rejection is something I felt on a daily bases the words no I hear so often . Im sorry ,no , I cant help you, Is what I have to deal with no more .Im always the last to know last to find out . Give me life and watch me take it .If it wasnt me then why were you so quick to fold. Im looking at you but I can see your cold . I know its me in the mirror of this life that Im speaking to .To be alone to be no where not to be here anymore thats what they want thats what I also want .Your in the arm of another ,I guess I smothered you with all my love .I was never good enough either always falling short of Gods glory .No more kisses and hugs no more love no more me . Is this my chance to finally be free and take my own life so my soul can fly free.. Be happy now this is the love and death of me .. by Vincent dizeo
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 19:09:02 +0000
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