Keenan stayed home from school today because he said hes feeling very sick at his stomach :( so hes in bed. Adam is getting ready to go to Hamlin. Our fantasic electric is out. I am very very tired! Last night was a really rough night for me. My pain this morning let do it on a rate chart (lol) 1-10 hummm i would say 7 ;) see ive got humor about the whole thing. Gods got me in his hands ;) ill never loose faith, i will never give up! I know the pain and the issue isnt as BAD as it can be. I keep telling myself theres a reason for it and it will be taken care of. In the mean time i will focus on getting better and learning how to deal day to day. I will get to see a doctor soon who will give me more answers and how to deal more easily. I have thought and thought about the whole thing weather to tell people or not and this is what i told adam last night, the people closest to me know, i told them. Test results are just test results. God chooses if this will get better or worse. I will pray to him and not dewell over it. Faith in him is what will pull me thru this. After it sinks in more with me and i learn more of how to deal with it i will be open with it, its just not easy for me to do so right now. I am use to being healthy and annoying..lol god bless you all! Pray for my Mel!
Posted on: Tue, 12 Nov 2013 12:08:52 +0000
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