Kimberly Coffin-Dill. Beautiful, sad, heartbreaking and so true, I am 2 years in and have many days that I cry when I hear a song or a memory pops up or i get a whiff of his deodorant and shampoo and body wash! When I walk into his room and see his bed and all his things. I am just not ready to let them go and pack them up yet, maybe one day, maybe never. Outside people think that is crazy of me and think I need to do it now or already should have, but I enjoy his room and its not crazy to me, its comforting. I dont hang out in there and pine over him but its nice to walk in there and sweep and mop and dust and just be in his space for a little while, brings me peace. The grief sneaks up on me quite frequently out of the blue and at random moments and usually in the most awkward places, I might see a boy his age thats tall and lanky like him at Walmart with a girl and I have to stop and take a second look. Then I usually have to go back to my car to gather myself and start over. Grieving is tedious work and I have to try and stay on my toes and keep my mask handy, because I never know when I will need it. Sad but true. Thank you for your posts they help me tremendously, I feel better everyday after reading your post!!! Just knowing someone understands how I feel and can put it into the words that I cant seem to, except in my journal!!! ( which has been my saving grace!!)
Posted on: Tue, 04 Mar 2014 04:30:13 +0000
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