LETTERS FROM MY HEART Dearest. When I first met you,you said you love me and that my past didnt matter.You said you love who I am and not who I was and I gradually came to believe that too but then, the past still haunts me. I tried to tell you but you hushed me and said that it doesnt matter anymore.I tried to talk about the ugly part of,the habits I couldnt break but you said you can only see my good heart and the beautiful part. Someday,you might find out about my dirty past and get mad.Someday,you might find out am not the saint you think I am,I never said I was one or claimed to be.The ugly part of me might be revealed soon..but you said all those things didnt matter and that Ill only be defined through your eyes,right? When you find out about these things as you definitely will,I wont ask you not leave me but think of something..I left my Past for you and I was beginning to believe that I am the beautiful kind hearted person youve always told me I am. I was beginning to believe that one can actually come out from her dirty past and embrace something new and true without having to look back again... However youve just proven to me that a young girl cant escape the chains of her past and embrace a new and better life,totally accepted by the society and the man shed find.Just like a half-hatched chick,youve left me between my bitter past and the hope of a better future which I might never have.It really hurts..if u never hear from me again,know that my past has taken me.Dont feel guilty,find love and be loved but dont ever tell a girl words you dont mean.I will always love you.. Love from me Ella.
Posted on: Fri, 18 Oct 2013 10:10:37 +0000
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