Last 365 in the 40s, reflecting back at all that has passed and all that is to come. I still cant see what is in store for me from here but looking back I can see it all has had a purpose, it all wasnt clear, it wasnt all roses, it is the path I was born to walk. Some days it looks bright some not so bright. As a musician the legacy as a kid was this fantasy of dying young and becoming a legend. HA so much for that, I was gifted a life, on my 3rd marriage I was gifted 3 chances to find love. I was gifted a new set of children that pushed me to having to learn a new family dynamic. I was gifted sobriety from a loving power. The road was full of twists and turns, accidents and deaths, love and triumphs. None of the outcomes were known or planned by me. So I must trust that it will all turn out as it should. I must trust that something bigger is surrounding me, whether I agree or not, whether I see it or not, no matter what my head(committee) has to say. Nothing in my life is larger then a luxury problem because I am loved, I am useful, I am sober and I have all that I need and always have. Thank you
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 16:34:41 +0000