Last night as we stood only 20 ft. away from the stage where Kevin Fowler was playing, my mind was in a million places. Especially during his song hard man to love. I looked up at Justin as if to say youre a hard man to love. He gets on my last nerve sometimes. Is that common in EVERY marriage? The more I thought about it, I got upset with myself for implying that. For even one minute thinking that he is hard to love. He is actually VERY easy to love. He makes me laugh, he listens when Im upset, he works his butt off to provide for us. He puts up with my mood swings, my craziness, my complaining. He hasnt complained about me not working for the past month because he knew I was stressed about the wedding and not feeling well, often. He knows and understands how important my family and a small handful of friends are. He even occasionally helps with housework. We are so different, yet similar in so many ways. He is patient and knows that Im not. We have had a few ups and downs along the way, but they have made us stronger. After hearing someone else say that Im difficult, or gripe too much, I was upset. But the more I thought about it, I realized there was truth in that statement. I am the hard one to love. I am a difficult person. I am an emotional wreck sometimes. I have to have things My way most times. I came with baggage. But Justin, he makes me a better person. I am extremely blessed with a husband who loves me unconditionally! Yes, sometimes I want to strangle him, but I wouldnt trade our love for the world!
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 01:22:39 +0000
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