Last week was a true week of every emotion possible I think and a week of reflecting on life in general. From one of my best life long friends losing her little sister to cancer and my children losing a grandparent, there were definitely sad days last week and days of not understanding why? There were happy moments of fellowship when I got to see some old friends even during those sad times and time spent with my cousin who I miss and adore and I really dont think he understands just how much. I struggle to understand why my uncle has to continue to suffer from cancer and I wish he could just be well already with no more suffering. I guess times like these make you really stop and think. About your childhood, about your family, your own children and your future. Have I been the best mother, wife, daughter, sister, cousin, friend, co-worker I could or should have been. Of course the answer is NO. Ive tried to do my best along the way but I know I could always do more and should do more. This life Ive lived has been busy, still is and sometimes it is hard. Some days, it is hard to give when you dont get back, even when you know you should give more anyway. In the end, I am SO blessed! I know this. Three children who I adore and get to talk to everyday. A loving husband who is always by my side even when my head is hanging low and my heart is broken. And a loving family that we are very blessed to have. I realize this is what they call LIFE and as my friends little sister Christa would say, ITS ALL GOOD. Thank you God for this life!
Posted on: Mon, 25 Aug 2014 14:48:35 +0000
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