*Late Night Moment of Transparency* Galatians 5:7(NIV)-You were running a good race. Who cut in on you to keep you from obeying the truth. I can honestly without a doubt say I hindered myself. I got tired and angry. I was living a single life of abstinence being obedient throwing myself into ministry serving in church etc and everyone else around me is getting bood up, engaged, married and all I got is my pillow to soak up my tears at night. So I take matters in my own hand and release myself to date thinking I was ready and it was my time (Well, if it wasnt I was gonna make it my time anyway). Well a year and 10 months later guess what people are still getting bood up, engaged and married and im still single and dealing with more loneliness and hurt now then before. The only thing I can do is pick myself up, dust myself off and continue on my journey learning from my mistakes. Yes it gets lonely and there have been and will be many nights I cry myself to sleep, but id rather hurt from the healing and recovery than the continuous breaking of my heart. My prayer tonight.... Lord you know my sorrow, you know my pain. Bring me out of the bondage of disappointment and deliver me from the captivity of my emotions. Although im hurting I will wait, Although im crying I will wait, I realize I cant do this alone and I need your strength. I am pretending to be stronger than I am and I have fallen. I am asking right now for your strength, endurance and courage to stand again, In Jesus name Amen! Isaiah 40:31-but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. youtu.be/i6X71sXagUY
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 04:21:18 +0000
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