Left Out _ Undated Forgive me for not being there for you. It’s just that, I have my own problems to deal with. Consoling you through your problems may have helped you out, But it seems that it just keeps on destroying me. Tearing through my delicate mind, While swirling with bright Vivid pixilated images, These are memories that I have never even lived through. Using my tevo brain, I play back all of your fault, And claim them as my own. Now, I’m not trying to say that I’m anything like Jesus Because I know that I’m not, But what I am saying is That I am pretty damn close to being a saint when it comes down to how you feel. You almost lost one person, While my family seems to diminish daily, I understand you far better than you’ll ever know. I may have played you while you loved me, But you left me while you played me. Not knowing that you had broken down my barriers, And was now just beginning to enter into my warm Sweet sounding heart That I can no longer call home, All because you trashed it. You broke all of the windows With your yelling and screaming, Demolished the walls With your psychotic emotions, And drowned my pillows With your sweet Sensitive tears, Tore up the carpet As you walked out of my life, Obliterated the refrigerator With all of your depression, Nuked my bed sheets With the miscarriage that was suppose to change our live for the better, Along with the rest of the furniture That you had me loving your tender body on, Destroyed the china, My china, The china that was never suppose to be used by anybody that wasn’t in the family, And don’t think that I forgot That you blew up my microwave. That same microwave that you used to warm up my heart When ever you wanted to taste my sweet love. And now it doesn’t even work right, When other people try to warm up my lonesome heart, Because when ever they put it in It just comes out burnt And dried up. Not to mention That when they go to take a bite out of it All they can taste is that dry Bitter crunch of a piece of a soul That you left, With only a little love to give, Because you ate My better half
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 20:39:53 +0000