Lessons in energy management are abundant in my life at the moment. I take it as a compliment from the universe, that I am receiving external confirmation of my thoughts and the emotions that I allow at times to be runaways, beyond my focus. Yesterday I visited the roller coaster of instant manifestation. I had allowed myself to move into a space of self pity for just a few minutes, getting into a funk over something pretty insignificant, that was an old, well practiced pattern with a person, which clearly wanted to have light shone into it. Simultaneously a process was beginning to unfold, that was filled with chaos and confusion, where a well meaning person accidentally put me at a disadvantage, by making some serious mistakes. Realizing that I was racing in an undesirable direction at a hundred miles an hour I made the only decision I could and stepped out. The immediately ensuing clarity was a like standing under a thundering waterfall, that washed away the roads I have walked in pain and suffering, offering the dawn of a new manner of reacting to situations that may elicit a familiar response that no longer serves me. Walking away from what was unfolding was the perfect response. I took a few minutes to myself, had some water and ate and the reality of what had happened appeared before my eyes, with undeniable clarity. The huge U turn I made reversed the momentum, that had begun to build and the situation resolved with grace and smiles on both sides. Right after I got a message, I had hoped for all day in vein, showing me that my alignment was bearing fruit across the board, again instantly! Yes, it felt like a huge reward, but the real gift was knowing once again the power of focus and choice that lies in my hands only. Acknowledging my involvement in the train wreck that was in the process of unfolding and halting for long enough to avert it and wouldnt you know it? The ride turned out smoother than I could have imagined! I feel I am getting quite good at developing my awareness of my emotional responses to the world. If I dont feel good, I ask why and how this can be changed. Sometimes I miss the subtle cues and it seems to escalate faster and faster all the time, until I can no longer ignore what is going on. The speed with which we are moving seems to be a sign of these times, the year of the horse, friends! Hold tight, say whoa once in a while, breathe with the magnificent being that is accompanying us on the ride and above all enjoy it.
Posted on: Sat, 01 Feb 2014 16:31:28 +0000
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