Lets accept it, we all go through #Brazil moments in life. In the combination of bad luck, bad judgement, bad timing and bad preparations, we all go through our Brazil moments in life (hopefully, just once or twice, to learn the hard lessons and to eventually emerge stronger and wiser than before). These crushing, very publicly humiliating situations can completely shake us to the core -- leaving us paralyzed with shame, fear and anxiety. As I look back on my Brazil moments of life, marked and red flagged with poor decisions, bad judgement and humiliation, regret fills my bones. When I take away the sugar coating that justifies my past, present, and future, when I take away the roads i have chosen, it makes me so sad that I want to rip the skin off my face to avoid ever having to see my reflection again. I want to teach myself how to let out my emotions in small bursts, so that they arent these huge blow outs that leave me feeling hungover from pain. The worst part of one of my meltdowns is being totally alert and aware the entire time of how Im only feeling sorry for myself, and it amplifies my shame. Im not saying a good cry will stop the insane situations but bottling up your emotions, and being the solemn unaffected statue only lasts so long, because everything crumbles under that much pressure. even granite. The only choice is to take some time off, look to the future, and find strength to bounce back. In a Brazil state of mind -- but not for long, for there will be another new beginning that everyone deserves. . #Lesson #BrazilVsGermany #BraVsGer #GerVsBra #FIFAWorldCup2014 #VintageNepal
Posted on: Wed, 09 Jul 2014 04:37:33 +0000
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