Lets get it this Mon mrn facebook!!!!..1st givin praise to this Most High..i dont knw whts up with me tdy I jst woke up like this...lol,but n all seriousness I wanted to share this with yall..This week this day ths very hour dwn to the last second im letting go of all nonsense..I can tell u guys a story n all tht good stuff,but honestly I been on sme Bs 4 the last past couple of years..I been n out of jail..i put myself there..Thuggin n da hood with no sense of direction.Really jst let time pass me by..I found myself n a dark place..ive had my heartbroken,i also let things get the better of me at times n reacted n way tht wasnt cool.SMH...All n all ive done alot of messnup..At times I found myself ponderin on the past..I think alot about my future...but u want to knw smtn?.I neva gave alot of thought to my present state....I guess it was easier to think abt all the thngs bck then,bc I was able to label all the shoulda.woulda,couldas..I did the finger pointin blame game shit 4 my wrngs..As for as my future went,i jst thought myself happy..I want to b an productive church member,i want a wife,i I want an career..honestly im simple.u knw all the things tht I desire to have n who I desire to b requires wrk.HARDWORK..This is where it gets real...u knw for so long I always said the right things.i neva really acknowledge the truth abt things..I tlked I tlked n tlked,but I didnt put anything n2 action..I knw how I got to the place I am now..All is dne now..its crazy how I had to tke so many losses experience so much pain to get this thing right..like my daughter always say..mmmmhmm thts wht u get!!!kmsl.. I love tht gyrl...God u knw my heart n the place im tryna go n life..I got caught up n this world,i felt like u werent hearin me at times I thought about u not being real..i stepped away from church..I said forget all ima do this by myself...im goin with wht I kno..i gve u an ultimatum..Smh..thru all my dmb decision mkn u spared me..your GRACE N MERCY..i hve to gve u praise..Idk wht ur plans r for my life,but i want to b a blessin to others..I want to live a life of simplicity..I know the moves i hve to mke lord,whts mre important is tht im Willing..Im deciding now tht im movin away i hve a plan now..There r smethings tht i still struggle with at this very moment..U said tht we r mre than conquers..Also u said tht ur Grace is sufficient..U r the greatest!!!!.. I would like to thank everybody who gave me a word of encouragement.At this moment im thankin everybody for the nights i slept on the couch,cook meals,the letters n visits doin my incarceration,for cmn to c a nigga while i was dwn n the woods.tht means alot to me..Everygyrl tht i had any dealing with on any level at anytime..IM truly sorry for the mishaps i hope tht u find ur place n life..i understand y we dont tlk..i heard the lies on top of tht some of the tlk tht was said..thts life NOHARDFEELINS...#whengreatnesscalls
Posted on: Mon, 25 Aug 2014 15:09:27 +0000
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