Lets just keep shoving invisible knives in her heart every week and see how she does. Hmmm....Not too good is the answer to the question. Emotional pain slows me down when Im needing to step up the pace to begin with. Would it be better just to be pure MAD all the time???? That at least speeds me up as opposed to slowing me down...I am obviously not allowed to just be happy in a simplistic way, because everytime I get there this bad witch starts cackling and says I dont think so my pretty Then bammmmm something is taken that hurts me to lose. It could be anything, whatever, you just never know. But usually it is many things at once..back to back to back...But then I get back up...I always get back up when my strength returns and go harder...build everything up get everything starting to look good and extremely hopeful but everything I build always falls back down...Maybe its all just an exercise to keep me from living too long...maybe if i stop climbing back up this world will stop stripping me of my energy and i can live longer!!!!!!!!!!! I just wish, hope and pray to God that this circle will soon stop..A persons mental health can only take so much before it becomes unhealthy and I do not want to wind up completely losing my mental well being one day!!!!!
Posted on: Fri, 22 Aug 2014 12:39:12 +0000
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