Life is funny it seems, how things change like the seasons. In the span of a year, so much has changed with me. I went from starting the year unemployed, to working for Amazon again, to being unemployed due to physical health and overall displeasure of the position I had, to being given the chance to go to class for A+ certification. I also got to go to Physical Therapy to fix some long-stemming issues with my feet and legs, and those have all disappeared. Though, change isnt always good. My long time friend Joshua Montgomery, who I would go to concerts with and drink with, really upset me one day. I had some choice words to say to him, because I was that mad, and we havent spoken since. He disconnected his phone (or changed the number) because he went back to being a Jehovahs Witness (or so I hope, hope hes all right). Five years of friendship down the drain, he couldnt tell me he was going to cut ties completely. The worst part is that the last thing that happened between us was I was hot-headed and chewed him out. Last night I also cut ties with a friend of mine Ive known for about a year, and although it pained me to try and block them from my life, I had to. This person became toxic to my well-being, my mental health, and as such I had to make the decision. So now I sit here, two friends gone, one Ive known for several years. It sort of hurts here and there, but things happen. I sit here, now, realizing that I have to move on and take care of the goals that I have planned out for me now. Pass these A+ tests, get a career(no more playing around with a job), and get my license. And from there on, let things happen as they will. I finally feel comfortable with things, whether if certain factors seem bleak or not, just makes it all the more interesting. https://youtube/watch?v=Yvhg4enuElY
Posted on: Fri, 17 Oct 2014 04:13:01 +0000
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