Life is ruthless in the way of pointing us to truth. The other night I got a message on the way to the forest, which I didnt see until 11 pm. It was a message that our payment didnt go through for the order of furnitures and kitchen to our new house. In my mind it meant we missed the July shipping date - if I didnt travel down to town (1 h car drive one way!) This message came the first time i wasnt around internet for a whole year! Committed as i am I said to my friends. Ok. I will go to town, see you in the morning. On the way I called my friend. It became clear that my inner knowing said no to go to town and deal with it that night. I surrendered and let go of the whole order, which I spent many hours to select and complete. But even though I had gotten attached to the order a choice became apparent I am not doing anything at a cost of me (I didnt like to leave the forest experience). I came back to my family and friends and trusted I would find another solution in Costa Rica. We were supposed to stay longer in the forest (theres no mobile connection there), but my friend got a cold and we decided to leave to the summer cabin and play in the lake because it was a super hot day. That evening Eriks bank called him and said they stopped the payment because it was a big one from abroad. Erik allow it and then I found out somebody had a 4G telephone and suddenly I could call and find out with the company if they still could deliver it the same date - and they could. The payment went though and suddenly i got what I wanted without any effort. Sometimes our commitment can make us run over ourselves. When we listen to our inner knowing, surrender to the unknown and trust something else will show up, then it does! :-) What have you gotten attached to that makes you ok to run over your Self? Its a fine dance between knowing when to be determination/commitment and when to surrender and let go. Both energies are part of life mastery.
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 21:41:28 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015